22.2.06

Mariposa traicionera



You could flap your wings
a thousand miles away
Butterfly
A laughing salesman sings
His world so far away
Butterfly
You could take the storm away forever every day
Cause you're mine
And I don't know what to say
You could let my smile disappear for a year
Cause you're mine
That's the only way I like it to be
Butterfly
You could flap your wings a thousand miles away
I'd still feel the pain
I'd still feel the pain
You could flap those eyes a thousand miles away
I'd still feel the way
I'd still feel the way
Butterfly
Here she comes now
Here she comes now
Here it comes now
Here she comes now
Here it comes now...
When we get to the best part
It happens all the time
You tell me all your lies
You tell me all your lies
You get your kicks from seeing me on the floor
Tied to your bed
Tied to the things you said
Butterfly is coming back
Butterfly is coming back
Butterfly is coming back
Butterfly is coming back
Butterfly...

Mind games

Your face so pale
Hasn't see the light for days
But on the hill
ou had no place to say
"The skies are all mine
And I'm proud to be here
But when my lover cries
I feel his tears"
I was gonna drive you home
I was going to tell you who I wanted
We came back to the same place
We didn't speak just danced in our minds
Oh lover I know this ain't what it should be
But let me take you home
'll show you what you should see
I was gonna drive you home
I was gonna tell you who I wanted
was gonna drive you home
'll never change for anyone
I know it's there but I just can't see it
I know it's there but I can't see it
A little light with you and me in it
I know it's there but I can't see it
I was thinking about the times I could have had
And whether they turn out good if they turn out bad
I was going to take you home
Show you things your lover wouldn't know
My angel, my lover, my angel
My mind lover, my mind lover
She's my mind lover

19.2.06

Buenas noches a tus ojos muertos

¿Cuándo dejamos de ser salvajes
hiriendo los canteros con nuestros cuchillos en punta?
¿Cuándo se me murió adentro el pirata
que destrozaba el aire con estocadas de madera
mientras vos despertabas espíritus de arcilla?
¿Por qué intentan convencerme de que sos
este amasijo de piel con hueso
que casi no se acuerda como respirar?
¿Desde cuando esta coraza tatuada en mi piel,
esta impotencia de león domado?
¿Qué pasó con las ciruelas borrachas de verano,
sentado a horcajadas en tu árbol
y los misterios de las caracolas dormidas tras la vitrina,
tu olor a verde y libros añejos,
a apfel strudel?
Ahora olés a talco y a las mil agujas de dolor
cebandose en ese cuerpo de pájaro desolado.
Ni plumas te quedan, sólo llagas,
a vos que conocías las diez formas secretas de volar.
El día que me enseñaste a nadar,
dejandome solo en medio de las aguas,
dijiste confía. Vení, dijiste.
Ya hace años que no confío.
Manotazos ahogados.
El aire que te falta y es gemido.
Una muerte demasiado puta, demasiado cobarde.
¿Quién va a recordar ahora
que las Ruinas de Pompeya son en realidad
esa torta que se derrumbó en el horno
y devoramos igual - siempre antropófagos?
Y estoy acá pidiéndote que te rindas,
que te dejes llevar,
como Mitzu ovillándose como un león platinado
para una última siesta en tu taller.
Pero vos no podés buscar un rinconcito tibio y cerrar los ojos,
salvo quizás en los laberintos de una mente que ya nadie entiende.
Y duele tanto.
Todas las palabras que no te puedo decir
que igual no podrías escuchar.
Y sigo siendo un duro aunque te llore
porque así me querías valiente y poeta
cazando luciérnagas por puro miedo a la oscuridad.
No sentado acá
desarmándome
desalmándome
tratando de decirte te quiero
aunque hace años que ya no sabés
quien soy.

No matter where you are,
I can still hear you when you drown
You've traveled very far
Just to see you
I'll come around, when I'm down
All of those yesterdays
Coming around
No matter where you are,
I can still hear you when you dream
You traveled very far
You traveled far, like a star
And you are
All of those yesterdays
Coming around
Is it something someone said?
Was it something someone said?
Yesterday the sky was you
And I still feel the same
Nothing left for me to do
And I still feel the same
I wish, I wish I could fly I
wish, I wish I could lie
I will, I will try I will, I will
Goodbye

16.2.06


Si Sigo Jugando Palmo
Si Me Planto Soy Un Mierda
Si Te Miento No Me Engaño,
Si Te Olvido, Tu Te Inventas
Si Te Arranco Tu Me Explotas
Si Te Pruebo Me Envenenas
Yo Me EmborrachoY Tu Me Potas
Si Yo Freno, Tu No Frenas
Y Esa Risilla que Se Cuela, Se Cuela.
Secuelas Que Deja La Primavera
Y Esa Mirada que Provoca, Provoca
Que Para El Tiempo En Mi Reloj De Arena
Si Yo Me Voy Por Ahí, De Noche En Vela
Corazón Con Caparazón De Rocas
Destranjis In The Night Me Da La Vena
Prefiero Irme A LosInfiernos
Si No Te Como La Boca
Que Ma Va A Dar Un Cataplasma
Si Te Acercas Desde Lejos
Me Va A Detener La Pasma
Si Te RoboDel Espejo
Hay Un Agujero Negro
En El Cielo De Tu Boca
Déjame Meterme Dentro
Pa Que No Te Sientas Sola
Prefiero Irme A Los Infiernos
Si No Te Como La Boca

15.2.06


¿Por qué se me va
Toda la fuerza
Por la boca
Que me condena
Y se equivoca
Sin poderlo remediar?
¿Por qué no puedo pensar?
¿Por qué la luna se ha vuelto loca?
Ya no me quiere
Ya no me toca
Luna lunera
¿Por qué te vas?
Porque ya no vivo
Siempre pendiente
De tu pelo
Que siempre había
Nublado el cielo
Y amenazaba tormenta
Y que sabe a menta
Porque ya no escribo
Ni cuando puedo ni cuando quiero
Porque yo ya no soy el primero
¿Por qué me suenan
Tan mal
Todas las cuerdas
De mis deseos?
¿Por qué hoy te veo
Y hoy no te veo?
¿Por qué no te estás quieta?
¿Y por qué soñar?
¿Por qué soñar ya no es
Bonito ni feo?
¿Por qué va siendo lo ultimito,
Lo ultimito, lo ultimito
Que queda?
Porque ya no vivo
Siempre pendiente
De tu pelo
Que siempre habí­a
Nublado el cielo
Y amenazaba tormenta
Y que sabe a menta
Porque ya no escribo
Ni cuando puedo ni cuando quiero
Porque yo ya no soy el primero
Párate a pensar
Pensar para que
Tus pensamientos
Sirvan de hoguera
Donde yo
Me quemo por fuera
Y tu por dentro
Que no te queda tan mal
Ese bonito vestido negro
Lo que me pasa es que
Si te quitas la ropa vuelo
Porque ya no vivo
Siempre pendiente
De tu pelo
Que siempre habí­a
Nublado el cielo
Y amenazaba tormenta
Y que sabe a menta
Porque ya no escribo
Ni cuando puedo ni cuando quiero
Porque yo ya no soy el primero
es porque yo..
Porque ya no vivo
Siempre pendiente
De tu pelo
Que siempre habí­a
Nublado el cielo
Y amenazaba tormenta
Y que sabe a menta
Porque ya no escribo
Ni cuando puedo ni cuando quiero
Porque yo ya no soy el primero
¿Por qué se me va
Toda la fuerza
Por la boca
Que me condena
Y se equivoca
Sin poderlo remediar?
¿Por qué se me va?
¿Por qué se me va?
Porque ya no vivo
Siempre pendiente
De tu pelo
Que siempre había
Nublado el cielo
Y amenazaba tormenta
Y que sabe a menta
Porque ya no escribo
Ni cuando puedo ni cuando quiero
Porque yo ya no soy el primero

14.2.06

Strangers when we meet




I know we’re just like old friends
We just can’t pretend
That lovers make amends
We are reasons so unreal
We can’t help but feel that something has been lost
But please you know you’re just like me
Next time I promise we’ll be
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind
So far I still know who you are
But now I wonder who I was...
Angel, you know it’s not the end
We’ll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on
So please, you always were so free
You’ll see, I promise we’ll be
Perfect
Perfect strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers while we meet
Perfect
You know this has to be
We always we’re so free
We promised that we’d be
Perfect

13.2.06


I feel stupid - but I know it won’t last for long
I’ve been guessing - I coulda been guessin’ wrong
You don’t know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down
I feel stupid but it’s something that comes and goes
I’ve been changin’ - think it’s funny how no one knows
We don’t talk about - the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around
So why ya gotta stand there
Looking like the answer now
It seems to me - you’d come around
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - I’m lost and I’m hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I’ve never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin’ on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
You seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down
At times - I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do I feel stupid
And I came undone
You figured me out - I’m a child and I’m hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I’ve never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
In this mad season
There’s been a mad season
Been a mad season

She says go slow...



She said I don’t know if I’ve ever been good enough
I’m a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don’t know if I’ve ever been really loved
By a hand that’s touched me, well
I feel like something’s gonna give
And I’m a little bit angry, well
This ain’t over, no not here,
not while I still need you around
You don’t owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good
I wanna push you around, I will,
I willI wanna push you down, I will,
I willI wanna take you for granted,
I wanna take you for granted
I will
She said I don’t know why you ever would lie to me
Like I’m a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya
And I don’t know why you couldn’t just stay with me
You couldn’t stand to be near me
When my face don’t seem to want to shine
Cuz it’s a little bit dirty, well
Don’t just stand there, say nice things to me
I’ve been cheated, I’ve been wronged, and you
You don’t own me, I can’t change
I won’t do anything at all
Oh but don’t bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so crazy, crazy
Don’t rush this baby, don’t rush this baby

8.2.06

Angel


She's got her halo and wings
Hidden under his eyes
But she's an angel for sure
She just can't stop telling lies
But it's too late for his love
Already caught in a trap
His angel's kiss was a joke
And she is not coming back
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Yeah she's got a criminal mind
He's got a reason to pray
His life is under the gun
He's got to hold every day
Now he just wants to wake up
Yeah, just to prove it's a dream
Cause she's an angel for sure
But that remains to be seen
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Stupid on the streets of London
James Dean in the rain
Without her it's not the same
The same, the same, but it's alright
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Again and again

7.2.06

It felt so fucking real...



Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream
she said
The one that makes me laugh
she said
And threw her arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you
I promise thatI’ll run away with you
I’ll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
Why are you so far away?
she said
Why won’t you ever know that I’m in love with you
That I’m in love with you
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You’re just like a dream
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven

3.2.06

Por ese palpitar
que tiene tu mirar
yo puede presentir
que tu debes sufrir
igual que sufro yo
por esta situación
que nubla la razón
sin permitir pensar
en que ha de concluir
el drama singular
que existe entre los dos
tratando simular
tan solo una amistad
mientras en realidad
se agita la pasión,
que envuelve al corazón
y que me obliga a callar...
yo te amo, yo te amo...
Tus labios de rubí
de rojo carmesí
parecen murmurar
mil cosas sin hablar
y yo que estoy aqui
sentado frente a ti
me siento desangrar
sin poder conversar
Tratando de decir
tal vez sea mejor
me marche yo de aqui
para no vernos mas
total que mas me da
ya se que sufrire
pero al final tendre
tranquilo el corazon
y asi podre gritar:
Yo te amo, yo te amo...
Tus labios de rubi
de rojo carmesi
parecen murmurar
mil cosas sin hablar
y yo que estoy aqui
sentado frente a ti
me siento desangrar
sin poder conversar
Tratando de decir
tal vez sea mejor
me marche yo de aqui
para no vernos mas
total que mas me da
ya se que sufrire
pero al final tendre
tranquilo el corazon
y asi podre gritar:Yo te amo, yo te amo...

1.2.06

Look at your game, girl


I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul
I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air
I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair