28.12.05




I don't feel a thing
and I stopped remembering
The days are just like moments turned to hours
Mother used to say
if you want, you'll find a way
But mother never danced through fire showers
Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Is it right or is it wrong
and is it here that I belong
I don't hear a sound
Silent faces in the ground
The quiet screams, but I refuse to listen
If there is a hellI'm sure this is how it smells
Wish this were a dream, but no, it isn't
Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Am I right or am I wrong
and is it here that I belong
Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Why do I feel so alone
For some reason I think of home

16.12.05

Unspoiled Monsters


"But where there's a monster, there's a miracle."
Ogden Nash - Dragons are too seldom















El dibujo es de Tristan Bronkhorst, cuyos trabajos me gustan mucho, así que lo tomé prestado.

10.12.05

Family Snapshot

Butterflies of Desire




Desire. It is unlikely that any portrait will ever do Desire justice, since to see her (or him) is to love him (or her), passionately, painfully, and to the exclusion of all else.
Desire smells almost subliminally of summer peaches, and casts two shadows: one black and sharp-edged, the other translucent and forever wavering, like heat haze. Desire smiles in brief flashes, like sunlight glinting from a knife-edge. And there is much else that is knife-like about Desire. Never a possession, always the possessor, with skin as pale as smoke, and eyes tawny and sharp as yellow wine.
Desire is everything you have ever wanted.
Whoever you are. Whatever you are.
Everything.

6.12.05

Bang Bang



I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.
Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?
"Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down.
Music played, and people sang
Just for me, the church bells rang.
Now he's gone, I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie.
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down...

5.12.05

The Endless








How you turned my world, you precious thing
You starve and near exhaust me
Everything I’ve done, I’ve done for you
I move the stars for no one
You’ve run so long
You’ve run so far
Your eyes can be so cruel
Just as I can be so cruel
Though I do believe in you
Yes I do
Live without the sunlight
Love without your heartbeat
I can’t live within you

4.12.05

Never stop spinning




















Ella estaba convencida como yo de que un encuentro casual eralo menos casual en nuestras vidas, y que la gente que se da citas es la misma que necesita papel rayado para escribir cartas o que aprieta desde abajo el tubo de dentrífico.

Julio Cortázar




SABLES MOUVANTS
Démons et merveilles
Vents et marées
Au loin déjà la mer s'est retirée
Et toi
Comme une algue doucement caressée par le vent
Dans les sables du lit tu remues en rêvant
Démons et merveilles
Vents et marées
Au loin déjà la mer s'est retirée
Mais dans tes yeux entrouverts
Deux petites vagues sont restées
Démons et merveilles
Vents et marées
Deux petites vagues pour me noyer.

Demonios y maravillas
Vientos y mareas
A lo lejos ya el mar se ha retirado
Y tú
Como un alga que el viento acaricia dulcemente
En las arenas del lecho te agitas entre sueños
Demonios y maravillas
Vientos y mareas
A lo lejos ya el mar se ha retirado
Pero en tus ojos entreabiertos
Dos diminutas olas han quedado
Demonios y maravillas
Vientos y mareas
Dos diminutas olas para ahogarme

Cruel Intentions



Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth, and back
And that's all I need
Don't build your world around
Volcanoes melt you down
What I am to you is not real

What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea
Don't throw yourself like that

In front of me
I kissed your mouth, your back
Is that all you need?
don't drag my love around
Volcanoes melt me down
What I am to you is not real

What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea
What I give to you is just what I'm going through
This is nothing new, no, no
just another phase of finding
what I really need is what makes me bleed